10:26 PM
Hiaz... exams are round the corner... Stress is coming along. People here are going crazy studying. I'm trying my best to study. Hopefully, things will come along well.

I recently saw this earring and pendant online. They come in a set. It's so beautiful. If any of you watched full house, the korean show, you will know which earring and pendant i'm talking about. It's the one that the female lead wore. I fell in love with the earring at first sight.

Hmm... i think i will look cute wearing it... haha...




10:26 AM
Haven't updated my blog for a long time. Really busy with sch work and hall activities. Every weekday is occupied.

Sch's tennis training used to be fun. However, they have recently imposed a physical training program. I really hate it. Well, I know it will help to train up my stamina, but with physical, training isn't as fun anymore. Every tues and thurs will reach back hall so tired, and half-dead.

I really want to skip training sometimes, but all of a sudden, the coach is so particular about attendance. THERE IS NO ESCAPE!!!!!!! Cheryl is in her final year, and she says she wants to hand over her duties to me. Well, that means being captain. I really don't have the qualities of a captain. There are 3 seniors, and in terms of skills, I'm the worst among them. Why choose me? Just because I'm punctual and committed to training? I really feel they should look beyond that. Maybe the other 2 aren't as punctual and committed, but I feel that at least 1 of them have the qualities of a captain. Sigh... you know how much pressure this post is putting on me?

Being captain means that I can't whine during training, nor throw my temper, have to lead the team and to be concerned about the welfare of the team etc. THAT'S A LOT OF WORK TO DO AND COMPROMISING ON MY PART!!!!!!!!!!!!!

On a positive note, being captain will really look good on my resume. Just like what zi yih says, nothing is free in this world. If you want something, you will have to work for it. Sigh... do I have a choice? I'm not worried about being captain. I'm more worried about not doing a good job as a captain. A lot of people have the mentality that the best player has to be the captain. I'm not the best player, so I'm worried that my team mates may have reservations under my leadership. Sigh... am I worrying too much?



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Name: yixin

I care about how I look, how I dress, and how others think about me. Most IMPORTANTLY, I care about my family and friends.



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I'm obsessed with classical music! Current favourite: Smetana- The Moldau

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All our lives we search for someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance the song of heartbreak and carry our hopes within us, wondering if somewhere,somehow there is someone searching for us.

Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live as though heaven is on earth.
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Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results. ~~~

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