This year christmas was special in a way. The past years of christmas were so typical... going to shop at Orchard Road or meeting up with friends for dinner, and staying out late till all the shops had closed. I spent this year's christmas at Hui Fang's auntie's house. Went there at about noon time, then we played mahjong. Mahjong!!!!!!! I won a few times lah. Hee... it's quite amazing, considering that I'm still a newbie to it.

Then for dinner, we had logcake!!!! Yummy!!!!!! Can't imagine that my dinner actually consisted of logcake, chocolate chip ice cream and prawn crackers. Wow! What a SPECIAL christmas dinner. Yah... I was preparing to grow fat over xmas anyway, so I don't really care how much I ate.

Then channel 5 was screening the movie 'Princess Diary'. We sat down to watch this super nice movie, whilst eating our Tom Yam flavoured prawn crackers.

Haha... What a tai tai life this christmas!!!!!!

Went for my primary school class gathering. Seeing my primary school friends and teachers brought back many memories. Looking back, time really flies past. I think going for the gathering today has helped me let go of something which I have been holding in my heart for several years. Perhaps there was once a period of disappointment, anger, and confusion, but meeting up today once again was a right choice. The moment our eyes clicked, it seemed that we both remembered what had happened in the past, and she is glad that I am doing well now. I am proud that I am able to face up to her. It really takes a lot of courage from me. I am not going to apologize for the past, because I don't think anybody is at fault. Instead, I am going to face whatever challenges that will come ahead bravely and confidently. Throughout these years, I had been hiding whenever I met with difficulties, but I realised that doing this had distanced me from what I want to find back in myself.

Thank you Lord for creating memories. Thank you Lord for letting me face up to myself again. Seeing her today has made me realised that I don't bear a grudge against her, but instead I had been waiting for an answer. I got my answer today, Lord, the answer that I had been waiting for 8 years.

I don't know what lies ahead of me. I think its time for me to make plans for my future. I will be in my final year next year. It's so fast. I really hate the thought of going out to work. I think the business world out there is so scary, full of back-stabbing people, stressful lifestyle, and no life!!!

Sometimes I wish I was still a freshie. I love the days of school, especially after lessons everyday, where I will rush back to hall and glue my eyes to the computer screen. Free internet access in school!!!!!!! I really treasure every single day I have left in NTU before I graduate. I love the holidays especially, even though I'm ever so busy with hall activities, but these are what make my life fulfilling. I'm tired, and sometimes I even feel overwhelmed by so many stuff around, but there is this unspoken happiness.

I love my tennis kakis in hall. There are john, don, kai rene, jamie, kang li, zi yih, angeline. I often thank God for bringing me into a hall with tennis culture. Every time I feel bored, I will go and look for them to play tennis or just hang out in their room to chat.

I wonder what will happen when we all graduate. I will definately miss them lots. I hope we still get chances to meet up often after our graduation.

Actually, my ambition since young was to become a lawyer. However as time past, I think being a tennis coach is quite good or perhaps a tennis teacher in charge. I think that is partly the reason why I'm having thoughts of going to NIE after graduation. At least, I can still be in touch with tennis, something I really love. It helps to add a bit of color to my life.

Sigh... sometimes I just think too much. Everything seems so far, but yet so near. Hiaz...

Haven't been blogging for such a long time...

Just came back from Malaysia. Have to admit that I quite enjoyed the trip there... (the 2 extention days for shopping). Not that I don't enjoy the 1st 2days of competition, but I think I really needed time to let my hair down, and the shopping trip had provided that.

Bought 9 pairs of earrings. Was really happy. Just have a soft spot for earrings. Was looking forward to expanding my earrings collection.

Thought that I could meet up with old friends during this holiday. But I'm so busy!!! There are so many different trainings almost everyday, and after trainings I'm usually very tired, and I feel like slacking my free days off resting comfortably at home. I feel bad for not spending more time with my friends. I seldom have the chance to meet up with them during school term, and now it's the holidays, but I still cannot find them to spend with them.

Sigh... when can I have a really good break?

Name: yixin

I care about how I look, how I dress, and how others think about me. Most IMPORTANTLY, I care about my family and friends.

I'm obsessed with classical music! Current favourite: Smetana- The Moldau

All our lives we search for someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance the song of heartbreak and carry our hopes within us, wondering if somewhere,somehow there is someone searching for us.

Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live as though heaven is on earth.
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Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results. ~~~

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