Me and Cindy went KTV today. Didn't really sing much coz' she was depressed. Didn't know what to do to cheer her up. She said she wanted to take photos today... so she asked me to dress up a little more. Hmm... think she was quite disappointed that I wasn't wearing a skirt. (just don't feel like wearing a skirt today)

After KTV, we went to take neoprints. She said she felt better after taking neoprints. We took a group one, then she took an individual one herself. Wah... she really spent a lot of money taking neoprints tat day. I was supposed to meet hui fang later in the afternoon, but I was really worried about leaving Cindy alone as I was scared that her depression would end her up in hospital again. So, I got hui fang to meet up with us. Hmm... hui fang said she was quite scared of Cindy, coz' she saw lots of self-inflicted scars over her body. Suddenly, I began to feel so sad for Cindy. She told me of several experiences whereby ppl don't wanna be friends with her, and isolate her like an alien. I'm not saying that hui fang is isolating her (she was very nice to her throughout the whole trip). But since hui fang can think this way when she met Cindy for the first time, many others must have thought this way too.

Hmm... I can't allocate 24hrs of my time to her... b'cos im working now and sometimes I'm really so busy that I don't have time to lend a listening ear. I wish I could do more for her. I hope she can be happy and be more strong mentally. This is also one of my bdae wishes for her becos there is only so much I can do for her...

Saw this watch on the fossil web page! Damn nice!!!!!! So classy... so i thought i would just post it online! Yea... and its not very ex... Maybe can consider buying!!!

Great Singapore Sale is coming! There are so many things I want to get. New clothes and accessories especially. Yah! And not to forget- A special person'S birthday is coming up this June. Dun know what to get for the special someone. Sigh... 2 more weeks to ponder!!!

There are so so many things I wanna get for myself. Saw a lot of new perfumes in Cleo magazine. Would love to try them! But I think no matter how many I try, my all-time favorite will still be Christian Dior. I SIMPLY LOVE CHRISTIAN DIOR!!!!!! They have really nice perfumes!!!!!! I am setting my eyes on either DiorAddict or Forever and Ever. However, 'I love Loewe' is also not too bad. Dior's products are a bit pricy. Loewe is much more affordable. I prefer something of a stronger sweet scent. Floral base, woody top notes. Loewe has a really sweet floral scent, but I think the smell is a little faint. Think I will try Lancome"s hypnose before I come to a final decision. Lancome's Miracle didn't really leave an impression on me. Maybe Hypnose will do better. Oh!!! I saw this Chopard watch on the newspapers a few days ago. My heart melted!!!!!! It is so beautiful. Specialized diamond technology in the watch I think. The last time I enquired for a pendant in chopard, the shop assistant told me that the diamonds inside the pendant was specially coated with its new diamond technology to make the movement of the diamonds inside the pendant smooth. Think they applied the same technology to this watch. Hahaha... I will never be able to afford this watch in my entire life. I bet it costs thousands.

Omg!!! Why do I always fall in love with those HIGH CLASS stuff???

The beautiful Chopard watch...

Was really feeling down over a paper yesterday. Never felt so bad before. Really no chance of passing that paper at all. Had a fitful sleep last night. Nightmares!

So i went out for KTV with Licheng today. Was really glad that he could come along with me. At least I won't think so much about unhappy stuff when I have a companion by my side. Enjoy the KTV session a lot. I let out lots of steam!!! Sang my all time favourite song... Ah Du's Andy!!!

I bet I screeched like a chicken... surprisingly Licheng could tolerate my singing. Haha... Oh.. yes.. our room had a very beautiful view!!! So cool!!! Sing and appreciate the beautiful view at the same time!

Name: yixin

I care about how I look, how I dress, and how others think about me. Most IMPORTANTLY, I care about my family and friends.

I'm obsessed with classical music! Current favourite: Smetana- The Moldau

All our lives we search for someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance the song of heartbreak and carry our hopes within us, wondering if somewhere,somehow there is someone searching for us.

Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live as though heaven is on earth.
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Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results. ~~~

% JJ
% Pei Hiang
% Licheng
% Cindy Chan
% Xiuhui
% Liyi
% Ian
% Alvin
% Kang Li
% Soo Chin