It's hard not to laugh when Nicklaus & Gary are around. They are such comedians & 'dirty minded' fellows.

Thanks guys for making me feel better. Sorry that my mood wasn't that good these few days. Thank you for lightening up the atmosphere.

The lunch at Irish Pub today was great. Really enjoyed everybody's company. Will really miss you guys when you both leave in a month's time.

Dear Stephanie, even though you weren't lunching with us, I really appreciate the fact that you lent me a listening ear. It's still the best to confide in you. Guess you are the only one that really understands me. You are the best!

Dear Lord, thank you for the friends in L'Oreal.

Ps: Yanni, Xiuhui, & Ian, I will be fine. 我相信我能打开心中的结

23 Aug 07

To give up something I've held so close to my heart, this feeling is worse than being miserable.

I kept my eyes closed, so that the tears that have welled up in my eyes will not be seen. The seconds ticked past, and memories kept flooding back. Why can't I stop thinking?

Time will heal all wounds. Does it really?

I guess, if one is able to let out all her emotions, the wound might heal. But for one who has to hold down all her emotions and present a facade, will the wound heal completely?

I wish someone will be there for me.

终於我明白　
你的感受
看深爱的人远走
比全面失去　
好过一些
记忆永远会留着
我能做的　
事情一件也没有了
请别说破　
最後一道沉默
无法接受
夏天一放手就坠落
破碎的冰河　
往悲伤缓慢的漂流
说分手 就分手　
你一定是在骗我
好让我 一夜看透　
失去你我算什麽　
好难过 别捉弄　
还想陪你到尽头
谁需要 什麽自由　
我的世界早被你垄断占有

哭也找不到　
坚持理由
这是我最难过的
比全面失去　
心痛一些
记忆永远会留着

15 August 2007

2.5 months of working, and I'm already feeling drained. I often wonder, what is it that keep people working? Where do they get all the energy to sustain them?

I do love recruitment. I love reading resumes, shortlisting the candidates, interviewing them, conducting reference checks and making job offers. However, my job scope doesn't just consist of recruitment. There's events management, and many administrative matters that I don't like.

Throughout my 2.5 months in L'Oreal, I've seen people come and go. The turnover rate's here is really high. I wonder how long I can last here.

My people management skills aren't that great, and I'm not exactly very popular in the company either. I'm starting to feel bored, and even out of place, especially when the colleagues closer to me are starting to leave the company.

I'm feeling like a fish out of water. Guess the working world is really not suitable for me.

Name: yixin

I care about how I look, how I dress, and how others think about me. Most IMPORTANTLY, I care about my family and friends.

I'm obsessed with classical music! Current favourite: Smetana- The Moldau

All our lives we search for someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance the song of heartbreak and carry our hopes within us, wondering if somewhere,somehow there is someone searching for us.

Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live as though heaven is on earth.
~~~
Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results. ~~~

% JJ
% Pei Hiang
% Licheng
% Cindy Chan
% Xiuhui
% Liyi
% Ian
% Alvin
% Kang Li
% Soo Chin