I'm so crazy about Korean variety shows and dramas nowadays. It's a useful de-stressing tool!

Oh... And I fell in love with this SO HANDSOME AND CUTE korean guy called Kim Kibum. He's a member of this boyband called Super Junior~ There are quite a few handsome guys in that band, but he mesmerizes me the most! Omg~~ I'm going ga-ga over him...

I'm really suffering from emotional fatigue.

The good news is that I still have 9 days of annual leave yet to clear, but the bad news is my workload deters me from taking the leave.

Sometimes I start to wonder... Why did I choose human resouce? Humans are the most complex creatures in this world, and the hardest to handle. To handle them well, you need to be tactful, sensitive and be on your feet. Unfortunately, I lack these 3 qualities. I guess I could be too frank at times, because I always say my thoughts. The working world doesn't tolerate this. To be honest, I HATE putting on a facade.

Yesterday, I had lunch with my big boss. It's scary hearing her bitch about colleagues, and you simply have to smile agree with her because she is your boss. I feel so indignant for them. Being stabbed in the back is a nasty feeling. I got so turned off after lunch, and my mood has still yet to recover.

My predecessor 'died a horrible death', and I have no wish to follow in his footsteps. Heard he's a very capable person, smart and thinks fast. Omg! What have I landed myself in?

I've applied for several jobs recently, but no replies yet. Guess they would still prefer someone with experience.

I'm not exactly that desperate to get out of this job. I like my colleagues. Most of them are nice and helpful. The working environment though fast-paced and stressful, is very vibrant due to all the young and fun people around. My direct boss is also patient, and willing to teach. Although she can be a little picky at times, but overall, she's still a very nice lady. I also enjoy the recruitment part of my job. However, the bad part is that it's hard to please the big boss. It's also very stressful to work under her because she is always so last minute and fickle minded. Important things are always put on hold because either she is too busy, or those are not her priority. All these make my job harder, because things cannot progress without her approval. Worst, she backstabs. Hiaz...

Why am I in such a dilemma?

Name: yixin

I care about how I look, how I dress, and how others think about me. Most IMPORTANTLY, I care about my family and friends.

I'm obsessed with classical music! Current favourite: Smetana- The Moldau

All our lives we search for someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance the song of heartbreak and carry our hopes within us, wondering if somewhere,somehow there is someone searching for us.

Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live as though heaven is on earth.
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Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results. ~~~

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