Was browsing through the photos on facebook of some of my juniors. Seeing those photos made me realize how much I missed the NTU tennis team. How I wish I had taken a four year course back then, so that I can spend one more year in the team, and perhaps things between "us" would have worked out fine.
Really missed those days back in the team. Wished that I had treasure the people around me more. This is really an unbecoming habit. One should alway look towards the future, and not live in the past.
I guess my goal for 2008 will be to focus on my career. BGR can take a back seat.
The melancholic feeling is back again. Some memories just can't be forgotten no matter how hard you try to forget them. Those idiot memories have been haunting me again and again. The feeling of attachment is still as strong as ever.
It's weird how 2 people once so close has become so distant.
This wound is taking a long time to heal.
I HATE putting on a facade...