If I were to use a word to describe my feelings right now, it will be "unsettled".

Why unsettled? I can't explain it myself either.

This week has been crazy for me, both physically as well as mentally. Faced with a tough decision, coupled with my workload, it has been challenging to strike a balance between these two.

2 years ago, it was the same tough decision I had to make, and I had chosen to stay. Why? Because of my boss, and because I love my job. Now, I'm facing the same tough decision again. Yet, after much consideration, my choice is to stay. Why? Because of the promise made that there will be a career progression 1 year down the road. Will this promise be fulfilled? Nobody knows. Yet, like a fool, I've chosen to believe and stay on. I hope this is a decision I will not regret.

Why am I so unsure of myself? Not knowing my strengths, my passion... all these leads to the uncertainty of the career path which has been planned for me in the next year. Am I suitable for the role? Will I perform well in it? All uncertainties...

With the promise that nobody know will be fulfilled or not, coupled with the uncertainty of my ability to perform should the promise be fulfilled, all these have been bogging me down for the past 2 days.

Looking ahead, it's going to be a busy and challenging year. I'm afraid of moving forward, yet, moving forward I must. The harmonies, please be with me.

Name: yixin

I care about how I look, how I dress, and how others think about me. Most IMPORTANTLY, I care about my family and friends.

I'm obsessed with classical music! Current favourite: Smetana- The Moldau

All our lives we search for someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance the song of heartbreak and carry our hopes within us, wondering if somewhere,somehow there is someone searching for us.

Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live as though heaven is on earth.
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Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results. ~~~

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